So, yeah, definitely been months since I've been here. I feel pretty bad considering how much I updated during high school. Although, I think that was when I had more time on my hands.
The last couple of months have been eventful and busy. Some times were hectic than others. My life will be even more busy and eventful as it goes on, I imagine. My junior year is coming a close shortly and it scares me personally. I feel like I have one more year left before I have to figure out what I'm gonna do with my life. I'm not planning my life out anymore, I've been letting things happen and opportunities coming to me. Which, I've been wondering if it's such a good idea to just hang back and let things happen. Otherwise I would miss a better chance at something else that I would be happy with. These are the kind of things I've been discussing with my mom with over the phone. If she says I'm doing fine by letting God take care of me and not try to be in control so much, then I also have to learn to take her word, and God's word for it. It's been hard for me b/c I like to be the one who knows what's going on and in control of everything. So, I've been praying for patience throughout this time period of my life. And I'd have to say it is working in more ways than one that I'm not always aware of.
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